Finished judges and Ruth and started 1st Samuel, the beginning of the kings of Israel.
Today's post is particularly emotional for me, as I relate with Hannah more than I like to admit. But out of desperation comes hope and grace and mercy.
S: I prayed for this child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of him. So now I give him to the Lord. For his whole life he will be given over to the Lord.” And he worshiped the Lord there. (1 Samuel 1:27, 28 NIV84)
O: If Hannah had not suffered through childlessness, she would not have been desperate enough to dedicate her son to the church. If she had not dedicated her son, Eli would not have raised a replacement priest since his sons were corrupt. So many things hinged on Hannah's desperation, heartache and faithfulness to her promise.
A: This story always strikes me hard and I am very familiar with it since I have struggled with my own infertility issues. There is nothing more heart wrenching than the desire for a child, but not being able to conceive one. I know that God has put this desire in my heart, and I know that each time I have gotten to the point of desperation, He has used it to work on my heart and my priorities. I hate the process, but I know that without it, God can't mold me into the woman and mother He wants me to be.
P: Almighty, all-knowing God, how great is Your name. How I desperately pray that you would bless me with more children, but I know you have a plan for me and our family. Please work in me and through me that I might be a reflection of Your grace and mercy to others, especially those who are walking the same road that I am. Guide me through this refining process and help me feel your healing and almighty hand of peace in my life. Amen.
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